I apologize for my lack of activity other the past few days... not that anyone
really cares, anyway. I've been a bit lazy to write and post.
A lot has happened. Barack Obama is our new president; I'm pretty happy about that. But but but but.... Proposition 8 passed too. It's such a shame that it happened. It really shows how jacked up Americans are. One of the reasons I would still rather be in Taiwan. Everything's so laid back and no one has a tight ass. I really hope that they do something about it. But you know how stubborn people can be....
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The Future?Well, besides the whole election day thing, I could say that the last few days have been a bit eventful. We had a counselor come to my English class to talk about graduation and college credits and such. Makes me wonder what I'm going to do for college.
My goal? It's not UCLA, UC Davis, or any of those schools that all my friends are aiming for. Kind of makes me feel left out- and sometimes inexperienced- if you know what I mean. I'm actually hoping to go to Art Center in Pasadena, CA, or School of Visual Arts in New York. I constantly feel that I'm not prepared enough though. I've only taken Art 1 last year, I'm not taking art now, and I'm unsure of what I'm going to be taking next year. I kind of have that problem where there are so many electives I want, but can't take them all.
Oh, but that's not the problem. My biggest fear, I think, has got to be any sort of "trying out." Whether it's an audition for a play, or a soccer team try-out, I am absolutely
terrified by those things. I'm pretty sure art schools will ask for a portofolio of some of my works. I guess it's just like a part of being insecure. I hope I'll build some confidence throughout the rest of my high school years.